Looking after ourselves
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05-07-2018 07:43 PM
05-07-2018 07:43 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
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06-07-2018 01:35 AM
06-07-2018 01:35 AM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
Feeling very much like self-sabotaging destructive stuff.
Had a midnight snack and it's helped lessen the feelings (even though eating at midnight is not a great idea), but I still don't know how I can overcome the social anxiety problem that I'm having. It feels hopeless and like it's never going to get better.
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07-07-2018 01:06 PM
07-07-2018 01:06 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
The stress doesn’t ease up. Every day feels like a trauma.
No one seems to understand the torment. Not just the torment of trying to survive CPTSD, but having someone so close to me with a serious life threatening illness.
I feel like I can’t go on.
The rage inside is overwhelming.
Want to cry, scream, but all I feel is rage.
I REALLY want to end it all.
But I’m too scared to.
😢😫
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07-07-2018 01:40 PM - edited 08-07-2018 11:45 AM
07-07-2018 01:40 PM - edited 08-07-2018 11:45 AM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
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07-07-2018 01:48 PM
07-07-2018 01:48 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
I care @Former-Member
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08-07-2018 02:38 PM
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09-07-2018 03:41 PM
09-07-2018 03:41 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
I try to be strong, but I’m not.
I can’t see this torment ever ending.
I’ve lived in this torment for most of my life.
I can’t cope with it anymore. 😫😢
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10-07-2018 10:01 PM
10-07-2018 10:01 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
There was a forum that I used to be part of but can no longer post on. Tonight I found this giant big ass summary of all the things I've missed out on, basically since I had to leave.
So of course I'm reading through the whole damn thing and getting upset about it.
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11-07-2018 06:06 PM
11-07-2018 06:06 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
Now they've fixed the permissions on the page, before I got up to reading the bit I was especially curious about. n324njk243nmrtehgdfb9
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11-07-2018 06:42 PM - edited 11-07-2018 06:43 PM
11-07-2018 06:42 PM - edited 11-07-2018 06:43 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away
And I bet it was someone here that told them too. I've never liked you, I never will like you, you've become more clever at screwing the system compared to your early obvious blunders but you'll slip up publicly someday and everyone will see how your illness has turned you into a fraud.